I've been rearranging my Play lists and Set lists for the year. So I've got a lot of new songs on my mp3 player...
Christmas was good. Seeing T - my sister - was amazing. A (good friend) gave me the most beautiful gift. It's a freshly released book of all of Paul Simon's lyrics from 64 to 08. Incredible. The best part is that A HATES Paul, so I was so touched that she was so thoughtful. I found a copy of the same book for T, because I couldn't think of anything better... it was the perfect gift for both of us really.I only got sad once, and it was only for about 3 minutes around bedtime on Christmas Eve. Not so much sad as a little nostalgic and a little strange being "alone" on Christmas. Sometimes I'm lonely.... but never enough to want to do the whole relationship thing again. I wouldn't mind dating casually, and I still really miss sex, but I just can't seem to make it a priority. I think I'll just wait for that to change. They say these things happen when you least expect them. I don't know if I necessarily believe that, but I guess we'll see.
and it sort of freaks me out. The chorus is all about the type of love that she MISSES having even though she's with Mr. Perfect. It seems like I've HAD that kind of love. It's exhausting. And she makes it sound exhilarating and like something she's missing out on. Is there no way to win at this game???!!!
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