Today's Tunes:
I get so angry with C sometimes. I've just become so intolerant of certain things. I hate it. I don't want to be a reactive person and I try to keep it in check most of the time. But today, I woke up feeling sick, worked all day feeling like ass, and then he did one of the things that I can't STAND anymore. And I flipped out. Oops.
So now, I sit here feeling broken down and exhausted. Not happy with me at this particular moment. As much as I hate it when he disappoints me, I hate it much more when I disappoint myself. Which I've done a lot over the last couple of weeks. I've partied away massive amounts of money and nursed far too many hangovers lately. I'm acting out, and I know it.
I need to do something to create a better living space for my mind, body and soul... I really really need C out now. I can't wait another month. September 1 was the deadline... so technically I CAN wait another month, but this is it. That's some clarity for ya, right there.
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